Monday, January 02, 2006

How to be happy again??

I thought I was a happy person...I used to be...with all illusion I had with myself.
I hate being like this...complaining for what I can't change...
All bad things that happened to me... I can't forget it...and now I hate myself for not forgeting about it!!!
Argh....
Have you ever felt this way? when people try to cheer you up or try to make you feel better...being nice to you, it just makes you want to cry more and more... I can't stop crying now...
I know many people care for me... and try to help me...but it makes me feel more sad...and I cry more. I hate myself... I don't want to be like this...
How can I be a happy person again????

6 comments:

mistipurple said...

crying is good sometimes. you might turn psychotic if you don't. :p
let it all out, and start a new day. most importantly, be kind to yourself, and allow time to heal all your hurts. this time next month, your pain will be less, and it will get lesser as the months pass, and voila, in 6 mths time, you will be as free as a bird! you will have to help yourself though, i'll share with you my secret. i will write on a piece of paper all the pros and the cons, and deal with them looking at the reality of situation. it normally helps to knock some sense into my stubborn heart. hugs. :)

carakoala said...

Jane....Misti is a wise person! i dun like to see you like this you hear me! i will have to come to Thailand and kick ur butt!! ;-P

Is ok if you feel like crying. Don't hate yourself Jane, YOU HAVE TO LOVE YOURSELF MORE and VALUE more! and trust in your good heart and always be as you like...i cannot imagine another Jane. Take all the time you might need to heal, is a painful experience UNFORTUNATELLY we all have to suffer, but you will grow much stronger and always a lesson learned. Take just the positive!!! hope to catch you soon in im abd talk to you if you feel like.

You know you have all my hugs, take as many as you may need my dearest and only one koala!

*kisses and kisses*

Kunstemaecker said...

Sorry to hear this Jane. I hope I was able to take your mind of your troubles during your short visit. Talk soon ok?

Sashley said...

Don't get sad Jane, GET EVEN! >:)

Sashley said...

Don't get sad Jane, GET EVEN! >:)

Jane said...

Happy New Dear!! That's what my colleague told me the first thing this morning!! and I think he is right!! It's new year..and it's time to Happy NEW DEAR!!!
Yeah!!