Monday, April 24, 2006

Silly Me

I'm depressed...
I don't know what is wrong with me..but I'm sad now.. really sad.
I am crying... I feel like crying all the time today...
I don't know why?

I got 2 opinions from 2 friends (one is Simple American)...and they both think the same way. They think I have pre-birthday blues or pre-b-day depression!!!

I never heard of that!!! What is that??? and how did it happen to me???
Why???
I don't know....
I'm sad...
Damn it....
What is wrong with me?
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Updated*
Sorry...but Blogger had problem for posting last night! I didn't know I already posted as it kept saying 0% posted!!!!
Blame it on Blogger.com ok?

17 comments:

L B said...

No depression.... Elevation!! :-) Happy Birthday :-)

carakoala said...

MY KOALA!!!!!! what's this?? i had to refresh 2 times coz i cannot believe you wrote 5 times the same.....sometimes it is okay to feel blue, BUT ON NOT ON UR DAY!!! damn this is your day honey, you should be happy for the good friends you have that LOVE YOU, for your family that LOVES YOU, for all in here that WE LOVE you, for pple at your work that THEY LOVE YOU!!!! love is all around, just open your eyes and feel it....the rest it will come when time thinks it it time......


HAPPY BDAY KOALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh, i should have that feeling of depression i am gonna turn 30 years in august! Cmon!! GO out and show yourself to the world, the wonderfull koala YOU ARE!

HUGS and hope you have good day!!! ;-)

JY said...

yes, Jane. you're wonderful. happy, happy birthday again. indulge yourself.

E-umm said...

Happy Happy Birthday jane

E-umm said...

Happy Happy Birth Day Jane

smile smile smile

neko said...

it's ok to be sad somedays...
* hugs *

may said...

no more tears, dearie. all smiles for your Birthday!

I was a little depressed last birthday too. maybe it's moving on to the next check box on application forms in the Age section... *sigh*! but worry not, it's just another number, yes? ;)

many happy returns!

mistipurple said...

hey baby, it's okay. after that good cry, go wash your face and go out and enjoy the wind on your face. you might be sad because you're thinking of many things. don't be sad. you've got many people here who love you. happy birthday sweet jane.

Lyn said...

Dont be depressed dearie... we all love you and wanna see happy Jane again!!! love ya so so much!!!

there's a silver lining on every cloud, just remember that you deserve all the happiness in the world and you can look forward to travelling soon! A holiday by the beach will perk you up! :)

BIG HUG to you and always there... you can msg me on YM anytime dearie! :) love ya!!

Jane said...

L B: How come you be the first one to comment on mine but I never got any medal on yours!!! Thank you!

koala: Blogger sucked!! Not my fault!!! I LOVE YOU too!!! And everyone here...my family, my friends... yes! Thanks..

JY: Happy Birthday again to you too...

Umm: Thanks, I missed you!

neko: I don't wanna be sad..not anymore...

may: I'm not worried about my age, now I know only one reason why I am depressed!! most stupid reason!! It's a MAN!!!

misti: Thank you... I will do...I love it when I feel the wind on my face.... Thanks a lot!

Lyn: Love you too... Yeah... beach... holidays.... will bring me back joys and happiness!

madamerouge said...

I sometimes get depressed around my birthday, too. I hope you shake off those blues and have a great birthday!

Jane said...

madamrouge: I'm trying... shaking them off... :) and will have a great birthday! Thanks!!

L B said...

Because I stalk you!! :-)

plink said...

Happy Birthday!
Hope you're feeling better already. :)

Jane said...

LB: You're scary!

plink: Thank you!! yes...after the cake, I feel much better now!

carakoala said...

lol!! hope you had anice day full of food and cakes and friends!!! MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jane said...

Thank you koala!!! I don't need anything else... :-) only food..cakes and people who love me!!!